Why?

You came into my life so quickly and left just as quickly. It wasn’t supposed to happen like this.

You made me smile, now you make me cry. You made me believe that life was worth living. You just made me believe.

I could go to the farthest reaches of earth and you would still find me, for you  haunt my dreams and memories. I fear sleep now, as much as I fear being awake. What song or conversation will I hear today that will make me think of a specific moment in time that we shared together?

This just is not fair; I thought you would forgive and forget. Little did I know that you were not the person I thought you to be. I guess I raised the bar too high. I guess I always believed you when you said no matter what. Another reason not to trust another human being. How foolish I was to believe that you were an exception to the rule. Shame on me for allowing you to drag me down once again. How foolish of me to believe that someone loved me unconditionally.

Thanks for bringing me down, with postings like this:

Don’t need a boyfriend
Not one like him
Don’t wanna be the foolish girl I was
And end up worse again
You can say it’s from me
I’ll be keeping away
Don’t wanna be the same foolish girl again

It wasn’t supposed to happen like this, it just wasn’t.